Posted on Dec 2nd, 2008
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Commiting to my love was one of the hardest promises I made becasue at the time of the promise he was gone a lot and I wasnt aware of how much I truly care about him. I waited and realized how much I love him, and him being my first love Im glad I kept the promise to this day.
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Posted on Dec 3rd, 2008
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I definitely believe in Karma I believe people who spread kindness and happiness get it return and people who spread misery remain miserable. Though I will admit bad things can happen to people who don't deserve vice versa for good, but overall I think i follows the pattern above. I've seen it in action, my friend got expelled from school because of this girl who made it happen and then next thing you know she brakes her foot. For getting him expelled she has to walk on crutches. Now thats what I call Karma.
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Posted on Dec 4th, 2008
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I love coming home to my family whether its my immediate family or my whole family around the holidays or just my dogs. I just love the greetings I and that secure feeling that I'm safe.
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Posted on Dec 5th, 2008
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I look forward to my first christmas with my first kid when they're so innocent and still believe in santa and have all the hope in the world. I look forward to seeing their face light up when they recieve their gifts and relatives and hopefully love christmas as much I do becasue of the feeling of togetherness I get from it every year.
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Posted on Dec 7th, 2008
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I would miss my dogs coming in my room and waking me up every morning. My mom cooking breakfast on sundays, being only 5 mins away from my college. My big backyard, and my own room and how the sun peaks in every morning.
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Posted on Dec 8th, 2008
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I use to be really naive when I was younger but now I'm mainly naive about working and living on my own. There's so many things I didn't know about living on my own that Id have to deal with.
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Posted on Dec 9th, 2008
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I would love to spend more time with my love. Hes always so busy I wish we had more time together.
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Posted on Dec 10th, 2008
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My Best Friend Alex and my love remind me of me. With her its the things we both love, the conversations we have and sometimes her actions towards other people I can pretty much perdict.
With him its his smile, his words,choice of music and his actions I also reflect. Then again this reflection could be becasue I spend so much time around both of these people and love them so very much.
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Posted on Dec 11th, 2008
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Some conversational phrases in french and what the word love is in arabic and how to write it.
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Posted on Dec 12th, 2008
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There are so many things that are challenging about love at first. Giving all your heart someone without the promise of not getting hurt. The fear of losing this person and never being able to be with them ever again especially if its your first love.
Opening up to a person and sharing all your secret thoughts and feeling you keep form the rest of the world.
Realizing that you feel incomplete without this person in your life, and hope that they'll always be there for you throughout the relationship.
And even saying The words 'I Love you' for the first time can be difficult because your afraid they wont say it back., or that its the wrong time to say those three little words that mean so much to so many people.
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Posted on Dec 13th, 2008
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Getting it all out. When youre angry its the best time to work out, or do something creative becasue you can always unlesh your anger out that way. :) And when Im angry I always create the best statues or paintings.
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Posted on Dec 14th, 2008
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Would be a beautiful place where all creatures go after death because I believe that animals have souls. That is peaceful and relaxed where everyone can communicate and there is no war, no fights, no destruction. Everyone finally finds what makes them happy and are reunited with the ones they lost. There is no sickness and those who lived in suffering are finally relieved and those who are loss of a sense gains it back. Thats heaven to me.
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Posted on Dec 15th, 2008
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Prayer is usually what I do to be thankful for everything and everyone I love thats in my life. Its also what I do to hope for strength and closer or sight for someone I believe is in need of it. I usually prayer that all those I care about will find happiness and love and that they will spread the happiness they feel. I very seldom pray for myself maybe because I believe those I love need it more and to be honest I don't know how I would respond to someone praying for me.
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Posted on Dec 16th, 2008
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When my love came into my life a few questions prompted to me really made me think. One question impaticular is what is your future plans? Which at this particular time in most teenagers life would be normal question to ask but It just got me thinking about the whole scence of my life and changed my view on some things I had wanted and made me realize how much I want to get married and have kids one day. Another question someone had asked me was about my love which was what do you like about him? and that put me in a deep thought to an endless list in the back of my mind making me realize that at that time I was falling in love with him.
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Posted on Dec 17th, 2008
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The last experience that truly took my breath away was when my love first told me he loves me. I mean he takes my breath away all the time but that time left me breathless speechless and so happy I was about to burst. I was completly lost in the words it took me a few minutes to say it back with meaning in every word.
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Posted on Dec 18th, 2008
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Now within the Present Ive been my most Happiest. After some obstacles with my love, my life, finding parts of myself, death of my grandma and other things I have finally found peace within myself. Life is good calm ad steady and Im at my happiest then Ive ever been. I help people with my crystals and herbs even thouhg Im only a beginner Ive still reached people. I learned that sometimes to get through things you really need some inner silent time where you're completly cut off from everything and just clear your head and think. Then you might see things a lot clearer then you did before.
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Posted on Dec 20th, 2008
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That they work with children, either at a preschool, orphanage, or a church. Seeing the joy in children's eyes always brightens my heart and makes me smile. Or I would recommened they volunteer at a soup kitchen or a toy drive. I think giving food to those who need it and collecting toys for children are two types of volunteer work that warm the heart at I believe they do for me.
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Posted on Dec 21st, 2008
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A whole lot to me its not only my favorite season but it always makes me calm and happy when watching the snow fall .And every year my family gets together around this time so its always a special time of year for me and my family.
My favorite memeory well theres two the first is back when I was 7 in December i got my dog Kovu he was 5 weeks old and smallest cutest puppy ever he was soo tiny and loving. My second is ths one late night my love came andpicked me up and we ssat together and watched the snow fall in his car it was so lovely.
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Posted on Dec 22nd, 2008
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Funny as it is we met at work. We both worked at friendlys and one day I was making ice cream and I was in a good mood so I was all smiles. So he goes, "Look at the smile on that girl, look at it." I just blushed and kept on working later he came over and was like "Im in the mood for some ice cream but I dont know what to get". So I suggested my favorite coffee ice cream with heathbar and hot fudge. So I made it for him and he goes Im not getting fat by myself, and I laughes and we just started talking and we hit it off, and weve been together over a year now.
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Posted on Dec 23rd, 2008
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A perfect song that describes how I feel right now is If You Could Only See by Tonic, becasue one its completly stuck in my head and Im thinking about how much I love him and how much he loves me. "If you could onlly see the way she loves me maybe you would understand. Why I feel this way about our love... If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says..when she says she loves me." He had actually put this song on a cd for me once upon a time. But this song describes how Im feeling right now. :)
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Posted on Dec 24th, 2008
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My wish would be that everyone can make it too my house and spend christmas together. I love when everyone comes over becasue families a big thing to me. So I wish that everyone can make it so I have a big wonderful family christmas.
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Posted on Dec 25th, 2008
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I woke up too happiness a day where my entire family come together. Union is always born and renewed on this day becasue everyone always comes together. I can see the smiles on peoples faces as they greet eachother. :) Plus a joy for christmas and love of this holiday is always renewed on this day. I love this season more then any other.
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Posted on Dec 26th, 2008
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Seeing my whole family around this time is my favorite part of the holidays. I just love that feeling of togetherness and union.
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Posted on Dec 27th, 2008
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I shared my Wii with my dad and we played virtual bowling. Its a big fun family game and it was a lot of fun. It also good because me and my dad have been having a hard time so its good we got to relax and enjoy eachothers company.
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Posted on Dec 28th, 2008
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He always has a way of lifting my spirits. Just seeing him makes my eyes sparkle, and butterflies go crazy in my stomach. My two puppies also lift my spirit for they're always there when I need someone the most and they always know how to come and lick my face at the right time.
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Posted on Dec 29th, 2008
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My futures been motivating me a lot latly. I have so many things to do and so many places I want to explore that I know I need to get everything in order now so I can do all those things. I would love to visit Rome or Lebanon or any foriegn country so I want to make plans ahead of time.
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Posted on Dec 30th, 2008
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Last night I had a huge grin because I was proud that I memorized how to count 1 to ten in Italian. Im on the verge of trying to learn every language I can get a grasp on so just one step closer to understanding makes me smile.
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Posted on Dec 31st, 2008
by neenee
I never went to another country though I wish I had but my two adventures are simple to some but big too me. I applied to college which was big and scary but I got in to every school I applied so far and I even got into one school a semester early so I get to leave high-school. Another adventure for me was the process of falling in love because it can be scary sometimes. Foe the longest time I didn't know if my love felt the same so I was scared that if he ever found out I love him he would push me away. Though one night in February he finally turned to me and said I love you and my heart jumped and I couldn't breathe, that was my most exciting thing this year.
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