Posted on Jan 1st, 2009
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Well Id shout how much I love my love :) then knowing me Id go into singing a song like Disloyal Order Of Water Buffaloes or Your Eyes because I'm just that type of person to sing randomly. My intentions for this year is to have a good year and spread joy, love, and happiness.
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Posted on Jan 2nd, 2009
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The the things I love the most about my life right now is my best friend ever Rocky. Shes the only person I really confide in I'm so happy to have her here and to be able to share things with her. "Hi, this is Rocky! What's up people? I love Renee too! She's my bestest friend in the whole world!" Oh ya Ps Shes right next to me. :)
The other thing I love most in my life is my family. My family is a blessing from God Im so happy I have such an understanding and loving family.
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Posted on Jan 3rd, 2009
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I learned how to say hi my name is Renee. Im a student, I am from America. In Italian Whic is Ciao mi chiamo Renee Wade. Sono studentessa. Sono di Americana. I also learned how to count to ten in Italian. :)
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Posted on Jan 4th, 2009
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i hate asking people for help. I like to do things by myself even when I know I cant so I never ask, unless Im so stuck I cant find my way out. I hate asking for help.
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Posted on Jan 5th, 2009
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I have the hardest time giving up negative thoughts toward myself. There are times where I do not think that way but I have weak moments where I go back to those thoughts even though I have no reason to. Ill look in the mirrior and they all flood back into my head and I become sad but it usually passes and Im fine again.
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Posted on Jan 6th, 2009
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I feel like celebrating my friends and how they've helped me and have been their for me. They are extremely important in my life so I would love to celebrate them being in my life.
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Posted on Jan 7th, 2009
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I find the divine in the roses in my yard that grow continuously throughout the year. In the rain as it falls and I listen to the sound on my windowsil. In my dreams and in the eyes of all those around me is where I look for the divine.
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Posted on Jan 8th, 2009
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Right now my education is running very smoothly. I got into every college I applied I even got into a program that allows me to enter college a semester early. With school Ive never really had to worry about it because I always did my best and always did very well. So that part of my life I can always find running smoothly even when the rest of my life is crazy.
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Posted on Jan 9th, 2009
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Usually my reflections are at night right before I sleep, but sometimes Ill reflect when Im answering the daily question. Last night when I thought about my day I realized how much you miss people sometimes. I hung out with my bestfriend who I usually cant see and I realized how much I miss her.
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Posted on Jan 10th, 2009
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The death of my grandma and a baby in the family gave me a lot of strength, also my mother supporting me every step. All those things gave me the will and courage to move on and live life to the fullest and to never ever take anyone or anything for granted, becasue you never know. I also learned to always remind the ones I love that I love them.
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Posted on Jan 11th, 2009
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I do believe suffering is important to some people to experience. I know from my past experience was important because once you've endured it you develop some coping mechanism that can help you which most people need in their life. Suffering also makes sure that people realize what's important in life I think, like how all those you love are more important then objects you have. I believe some people need to go through suffering to come to terms with peace within themselves, I know thats what I had to do.
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Posted on Jan 12th, 2009
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I would want to change or be born into either Islam, Wiccan, or Buddhism. Just out of pure curiosity. Though I love the views or some Buddhist, the virtues of wiccans,( they're rules of the world do make a lot of sense), and Islam just because of my curiosity. Im a Roman Catholic and I like my religion but I just love learning about other cultures and being open minded toward other ideas of God.
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Posted on Jan 13th, 2009
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Latly Ive been spending my money, which saddens me becasue before that I was able to hold tightly on my money. I want to be able to go back to the frugal person I was but since its my birthday today I know I won't be frugal for a little while. I love to spend birthday money.
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Posted on Jan 14th, 2009
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I really want to know whay can I do to help all those I love? I mean sometimes I know that can be questioned easily but with some of my friends I don't know how to help them and I would love to know what I can do.
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Posted on Jan 15th, 2009
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I would like to be thankful for the opportunity to be able to attend college a semester early for free. I love college and being able to be there I am very thankful.
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Posted on Jan 16th, 2009
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As of the moment I feel my lifes in balance but in the next few weeks starting college it could get thrown off kilter. I need to find a good balance between my school, my homework and myself time and friend time. I have a feeling that might be a little hard but Ill try.
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Posted on Jan 17th, 2009
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I have a hard time accepting is that I can be unintentionally demanding. I don't realize half the time that I am either until it hits me, but I try so hard not to be but sometimes I can't help it.
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Posted on Jan 18th, 2009
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I noticed that the vacuum is running, the TVs on and its snowing outside.
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Posted on Jan 19th, 2009
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At first I step down for a little bit but then I usually face it head on. There are times I walk away but I can fight when I want to. I help all my friends by comforting them and telling them their fear is understandable but at the same time give them tips on how to get rid of it or face it.
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Posted on Jan 20th, 2009
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There's two cd cases and an ipod sitting the the corner of my desk next to a speaker. Normally I wouldn't have looked but they all fit perfectly together in a musical type pattern. The ipod sits solemnly on-top on the cd cases, which the green and silver color sparkle in the light. It does look more beautiful by staring :).
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Posted on Jan 21st, 2009
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The last time I was dependent on anyone was when I sprained my ankle. I hated it I hate depending on other people, so I kept getting yelled at because I would hop or crawl to myself stuff. So finally I gave up and let my mom help me.
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Posted on Jan 22nd, 2009
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What brings me to peace is thinking about my puppies and people I really enjoy being with and care a lot about. For some reason just thinking of those things calms me and brings a smile to my face so Im no longer angry or upset or anything.
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Posted on Jan 23rd, 2009
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I feel the most free when I'm with my friends becasue when I'm around them I feel like I can do almost anything my heart desires. Plus I'm not around people trying to put me down or hold me in place I'm with people that support me no matter what.
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Posted on Jan 24th, 2009
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When I was a child the song I loved the most was Beautiful Dreamer. The lyrics and music alsos brought a sense of comfort over me so I fell in love with it very young.
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Posted on Jan 25th, 2009
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I want to understand human nature and the psychology behind some peoples actions and the way they live their lives. I just want to understand people.
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Posted on Jan 26th, 2009
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No I couldn't I could not watch all those I love die around me becasue i was able to out live them. I would love to live to 100 but I do not want to live forever.
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Posted on Jan 27th, 2009
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Its really difficult to stay on track sometimes. There are times I can get easily distracted and start going somewhere else. Then I realize this and find my way back on.
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Posted on Jan 28th, 2009
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Losing a close friend of mine I thought was horrible and I hated it. Though afte a while I realized how much better I felt and how my life seemed with out them. My life had less drama and I could relax.
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Posted on Jan 29th, 2009
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My inner voice sounds like me but with more wisdom and knowledge then I have. When my inner voice worns me its starts in my gut then tells me how bad some things are and that I should stay away and usually I listen.
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Posted on Jan 30th, 2009
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I use to hear voices talk to me from this one room in my old house. I always was terrified and it was always from that one room, now in this house I never felt safe by myself, so if I was ever alone I would hide in my room. also around the time I was 12 my sister took pictures of her car at night and there was like millions of orbs floating in her car. Though usually when it comes to the paranormal experience my family attracts them.
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